So far the other subjects are not that tough , but I don't want to expect too much and disappoint myself ... So I'll just lie to myself that I did bad ... Lol XD
It's so stressful facing exam when all I want is nothing but PERFECTION !!!
I want a scholarship so much !!!!
So that I will not burden my family and my husband and myself in the future paying back loans ...
Tomorrow is chemistry test and I am so lost now , don't know what to study ... Lol ... Maybe I already know quite some things lah , not much left that I think is difficult ... After all ... I did my A lvls right ...
But again , That's the problem .
I could have be in MBBS already with my A lvl result , I'm doing foundation again for the scholarship on intend to score 4.0 cgpa ... So I can't shit it right ...
I just want to finish the test ALREADY !!
And on Sunday I'm gonna celebrate it with dear dear ... Pity him being ignored by me during my revisions lately ... Lol ... So sweet accompanying me while I do my revision ... What would I do without him , he gives me so much support ...
He would send me reminders like "老婆，不要给自己太多压力哦〜你很厉害了＂，＂宝贝不要读太迟，早点睡啊＂... I unconsciously smile whatever I see these sweet messages ...
Whenever I'm stress I just need to talk to him even for a few seconds ...
Oh my sweet baby ...
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