My first apartment ... that i'm daydreaming of XD

SO ... I was daydreaming about my future and about HOMES !!!

My current plan is , to own an apartment before the age of 25 , a small yet cozy home ~ 

I actually wanted to own my dream house once i got married , but James wanted a smaller house where we can afford before we earn more money and get our dream house.

And , i thought , this is a good idea too .

As we moved into the new house, the apartment can be rent and we can collect rent months to months as an extra income .

Housing prices are rising like hell these few years , so its better we can a house before 2020 .Because by then , we may not be able to purchase one anymore T^T ... Sad ...

AND SO ... i went online to search for interior design for my apartment !!!

(yeah its too early but its better to plan first in case by then i'll be blank and have no idea at all,

prevention is better than cure !!!)

and another point of it is ...

James can propose to me with my dream home @v@ !!!

Ok ... 

So...apartment is gonna have limited space right ... 

i'll have to squuuuuuueeeeeezeeeee everything into one tiny little space and yet i want it to be cozy and all...

heres a few design i laid my eyes on .

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BEDROOM !!!

OWWW♥

I like how its so simple and clean but well decorated . 

and the left side of the bed should be the entry of the walk-in wardrobe and bathroom .

something like this !

James mum bedroom is designed as something like this and i love it . because wardrobe simply wont be big enough to fit my clothes ... no matter how big they're ... 

Then ...

KITCHEN AND DINING ROOM !!☚

i couldn't really find a design that i like ... 

the above one is one that save space ... 

the below two are actually One kitchen + dining room . 

which ... not really what i want but i think with the warm lighting on ... 

should be OK ...

AND I CAN'T FUCKING FIND ONE LIVING ROOM THAT I LIKE !!!!

SO I SIMPLY CHOSEN ONE !

something like this ... simple ... and clean ...

AND THAT'S THE END OF THIS POST CAUSE I'M FUCKING TIRED OF LOOKING FOR A DAMN LIVING ROOM DESIGN THAT I LIKE  , FOR THE DAMN WHOLE DAY !!!

p/s:and my darling is practicing for his shooting test now , wish him luck !! muak muak >3<

Letting go and move on .

I was on the bed ... Lonely ... Bored ... Fb-ing as usual ... For who-knows-wtf-happened , I sent a relationship request to Jesper . (-｡-;
That's the beginning of the worst choice I've ever made , or perhaps the sweetest mistake I've done in my life .
The relationship started as a game .（；￣ェ￣）
I hated him , he was a playboy I know for certain , just intended to play with his feelings and flee .ψ(｀∇´)ψ
After two months , I saw the other side of him . Under his protective armor
I think I fell in love with him ...(._.)
After five months and three weeks .
Our relationship ended .＿|￣|○
I wanted the upper hand control , he wanted freedom .
I begged . I threw my pride and begged . Begged him not to leave me .
I was so attached to him I couldn't leave him eventhough I knew our relationship will never last . All the while I knew we're gonna break up soon enough, we didn't really get along .(( _ _ ))..zzzZZ
A month later after all the sobbing , I met James . And then there was a jerk named kelvin too .
They were both wooing me .
I picked James over kelvin .|(￣3￣)|
I know James is such a faithful guy and he's decent . He make a good bf .
First when I'm with James , I'm still not over Jesper . I cry in James embrace for Jesper , a few times .！(◎_◎;) （such a bitch ... I know )
And weeks after that , I got over Jesper . ( how cold blooded this bitch is)...(￣▽￣)and Jes started to call me when he's drunk . Call me in the middle of the night . For god sake , who knows why .∑(ﾟДﾟ)
And then now , Jes , posting things about that girl in his fb ...
This , made everything clear .
I and jes , totally over .（＾ν＾）

James , my new journey . A lover that deserves more than what I'm giving him currently ...(´･_･`)
I can't give my promises to , scaring I might leave a scar breaking promises .
I hope this journey last long .
That's all ... ♥♥♥♥♥

"God take away something from you , to replace with a better thing . "♥♥

Always remember this ...

Jes , cherish her.
Not everyday Cupid shoot an arrow for you ... Thank you .

Fat chicks nonsense

As title , I'm gonna be talking nonsense in this post.

I have no idea what to blog and I'm basically doing this just to keep myself busy . You know what , I still don't know what to write for the next sentence ...

Ok . Let's see ...

I'll talk about my weight then .

I just looked into the mirror in lingerie thinking myself hot and pretty ... And then I saw my Big Fat Thigh and my never-flat tummy ...Σ(￣。￣ﾉ)ﾉ

Why did my mum pass on this big ass gene to me ?!? I have one giant big ass and thigh ... I'm fatttttt !!!!!!!!

Ppl might think "oh this bitch is so thin and yelling she's fat like so drama queen and attention seeking ~~~~"

But really ... Those girls out there are 43-47 kg . And I'm fucking 50kg .
50!!!!! Even some of my girls are shock when they know my weight !!

I'm soooooo losing weight .
Not to cut down on food , but with more exercise . So starting tomorrow I'm gonna hit the gym !!!!!o(｀ω´ )o

Jiayou jiayou jiayou ♥♥♥♥♥

Burritosssss

Prepared some burritos for darling to bring to work today <3
After sending bro to school I went back to sleep and for god sake I woke up at 12.30 !!! Almost late to fetch my bro ! Not even speaking of my lunch ...
So when I went home and open up the fridge ... I decided to make burritos as lunch ♥♥♥

And I'm now getting ready for a shopping session with Nicole ~~~

May today be a fabulous day as well ^^

Ppl who live like machines voided love .

Chilling at bierhaus now as Fathers day celebration . Had a Japanese buffet at sutera earlier today .
This year I bought presents for all the fathers in the family . My eldest uncle was so happy when he got the present and said that was the first fathers day gift he ever received in his life !
In fact , his sons are 20 years old and 16 respectively .
My uncle always get the latest phone for them ! iPhone 4s , galaxy sII , sIII iPad and all ...
Too bad they never bought a present for him (´･_･`)
So unfilial ... They didn't even bother to come over my house to celebrate fathers day with grandpa !(they live next to my house ONLY)
Grandpa was so upset ...
Even my other cousins didn't bother to come ! Go dating with bf ... Stay home REST ... What the fuck is wrong with these ppl ?!
How many more fathers day celebration can we have for grandpa ???
I didn't ask them to go buy presents for daddies like I did (kinda praising myself XD), but at least come and say "happy fathers day" (´･Д･)」
For god sake !!!
Whatever ... As long as I do my part play my role ... It's their own business they wanna live like a machine void of love ...

Tadaaaaa !! Blog opening ~

First blog via IPhone .\(//∇//)\
It's middle of the night and my darling is like all mad at me ignoring him whole day playing my computer ...(･･;)
I just decided to have a blog !!!
To finally blog again after one whole year gone from blogger !!!
I had to open a new blog , I don't want my bf getting all jealous bout the ex bf story I posted on blogger rite ... Prevent all the drama and all(@￣ρ￣@)yeah , so ... Here is my new blog !!! Posting tomorrow ~♥♥♥