That's the beginning of the worst choice I've ever made , or perhaps the sweetest mistake I've done in my life .
The relationship started as a game .（；￣ェ￣）
I hated him , he was a playboy I know for certain , just intended to play with his feelings and flee .ψ(｀∇´)ψ
After two months , I saw the other side of him . Under his protective armor
I think I fell in love with him ...(._.)
After five months and three weeks .
Our relationship ended .＿|￣|○
I wanted the upper hand control , he wanted freedom .
I begged . I threw my pride and begged . Begged him not to leave me .
I was so attached to him I couldn't leave him eventhough I knew our relationship will never last . All the while I knew we're gonna break up soon enough, we didn't really get along .(( _ _ ))..zzzZZ
A month later after all the sobbing , I met James . And then there was a jerk named kelvin too .
They were both wooing me .
I picked James over kelvin .|(￣3￣)|
I know James is such a faithful guy and he's decent . He make a good bf .
First when I'm with James , I'm still not over Jesper . I cry in James embrace for Jesper , a few times .！(◎_◎;) （such a bitch ... I know )
And weeks after that , I got over Jesper . ( how cold blooded this bitch is)...(￣▽￣)and Jes started to call me when he's drunk . Call me in the middle of the night . For god sake , who knows why .∑(ﾟДﾟ)
And then now , Jes , posting things about that girl in his fb ...
This , made everything clear .
I and jes , totally over .（＾ν＾）
James , my new journey . A lover that deserves more than what I'm giving him currently ...(´･_･`)
I can't give my promises to , scaring I might leave a scar breaking promises .
I hope this journey last long .
That's all ... ♥♥♥♥♥
"God take away something from you , to replace with a better thing . "♥♥
Always remember this ...
Jes , cherish her.
Not everyday Cupid shoot an arrow for you ... Thank you .
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